Maybe I am learning
not to tell anyone anything
keeping everything to myself
Maybe I was just trying to
test myself whether
I can handle everything on my own
Not asking help from parents
not asking help from brother
not asking help from Science3 gang
not asking help from H5 housemates
and not asking help from anyone in P105...
I was just thinking
EVENTUALLY
I will be alone in my life
with no one
Should I just train myself from now on
not to let anyone know about my things
so that I can be more independent...
Seriously,
I am not being emo now
I have seriously thought about it...
Maybe I will miss the love from people
but it's just a way to prevent myself from being hurt in the end...
Maybe since long time ago,
I have already used to not sharing my feeling...
上一篇的心情和这一篇的也差得太远了吧
ReplyDelete*远远起跑*
*冲*
*跳*
*双脚加紧*
*双手扣紧*
*抱紧紧*
怎么样？
久违了的阿彬式抱抱很温暖吧？
不知道为什么
我心情也会这样起起伏伏的
偶尔心情像太阳
偶尔又喜欢搞搞自闭
而且 长大之后
很多事情变得很复杂
心情就很容易受影响
不过 要独立绝对不等于不靠任何人
也绝对不是把心里的事都藏起来
这样叫做自我封闭而已啦
从小就看着你爸爸妈妈把你照顾的好好的
不准你去这里 不准你去那里的
而现在一个人出国念书
我就看到了你很大很大的改变啦
在没有父母那种什么都帮你想的井井有条的情况下
你的生活还是一样很棒
这就是我们独立的小孩会发光的地方
*突然觉得自己闪闪的*
我和秀美都说好7月一起回家
然后出来大聚特聚
现在又多了一个你啦~
7月赶快赶快来吧！ *拜托拜托*
很爱粘你的燕彬
放心吧。。 每个人在不同的时候会得自闭症。。像我就已经是熟客了。。哈哈。。还说得很自豪。。有时用第三者的角度看待自己的问题，让自己慢慢的走出幽谷。。竟然唱着《自己跌倒自己爬》来哄自己入睡。。过了才会发现世界好大好大。。人性若不美，就让自己心情的美来美化美化一下下吧！加油吧！：）祝健康快乐
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