話説

之前看到報章上的娛樂新聞
郭品超到日本宣傳新戯(吧?)
據説日本的記者們
個個見到品超都驚為天人
因爲他們都說
怎麽那個郭品超
長得那麽像我們家的
速水茂虎道

乍聼之下
有點小小不服氣
也有點小小不相信
不服氣是因爲：
也應該説是速水家的帥哥像我們家品超
不相信是因爲：
怎麽可能那麽帥的臉
會讓兩個人都同時擁有呢？

結果。。。
昨天翻到娛樂雜誌
看到速水先生
哇靠
還真的有夠像。。。

嗯，
找不到跟雜誌上一樣像的照片
有機會的話
可以去看看竹野内豐和崔智友演的《輪舞曲》
他有演哦

嗯
結論是：
不管你覺不覺得他們長得像
一個不變的事實是：
速水先生真的，
有帥。

在學校elab。。。

上完課了
想在圖書館讀書
可是剛吃飽
不夠血液流到腦子去
副交感神經啓動
沒法讀書
所以。。。
就來這裡泡啦~
(哈哈，我的掰功一流吧^^)

哎~
其實也沒有想到要寫些什麽
只是想說能夠讓大家知道我還安然無恙
這幾天心情變好好多了
可能。。。
是因爲美好的事一直在發生吧
哈哈

對了
我這個禮拜
也許可能説不定
我有回新山哦
原本是不打算的
書都讀不完了
可是室友好像又打算通通跑回家
沒辦法
我是個沒辦法一個人住在vista的不獨立女孩
所以囉。。。

哎喲真的沒法掰了
要去讀書了
拜拜囉

有幾件事想說吧。

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室友的爸爸生病了。去年年底動了手術切除癌細胞，因爲年紀大了所以醫生不建議作化療。大概幾個星期前，室友接到媽媽帶著哽咽聲音的電話，說爸爸動手術前的徵兆都回來了：嘔吐不止，吃不下東西。輾轉在太平的公立醫院奔波，檢查結果發現，上次沒有做化療的結果是，爸爸的癌細胞擴散了，而且已經到了第四期，接到檢查結果的那個下午，我們其他三個唯一能做的，就是抱著哭得不能自己的室友，拍著她的肩讓她平復心情，因爲實在沒有什麽可以安慰的話可以說。。。現在她的爸爸被轉到馬大醫院，醫生正在想盡辦法替他做些什麽。看到這篇帖子的朋友，不管你是佛教道教基督教天主教，請你也盡一點小小的心力，用你所相信的禱告方式，替我室友爸爸祈禱吧。

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前天上課的時候，因爲前一天睡不好，只睡了不到5個小時，精神超不好。上的課又是那個很“優秀”的講師教的，整整1個小時的課根本聼不懂。心情真的很沮喪，沮喪到根本不想找人説話，結果跟室友耗了一個晚上，才把心裏那種整個學期開始以來的沮喪和恐懼全盤托出，把自己掏空的結果，就是眼淚也跟著飆出來。我想室友嚇壞了吧，一直想盡辦法安慰我。原本以爲自己的問題解決了，結果後遺症是，我的室友也被我搞到很緊張，比以前更拼命地讀書。原來自己真的會給別人帶來那麽大的壓力，我想以後如果心情再不好，我也不會跟任何人說了吧，窩在房間哭就好了，至於會不會壓抑出病來，到時候再説吧，哈哈，哈，哈，哈。。。

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昨天晚上因爲被房裏一只很大只的蟑螂嚇到，晚上做夢的時候竟然夢見想mimic裏的那種變種大蟑螂，然後被嚇醒，接著一直哭一直哭。哭著哭著，突然想起自己是在吉隆坡，還以爲會像在家裏一樣，如果被嚇醒哭了的話，爸爸和媽媽都會心疼地從隔壁房跑過來，拍著我的背安撫我說“只是做夢而已，睡啦睡啦。。。”昨晚哭完之後，突然好想家，好想念兩個像是欠了我一輩子那麽久而願意無條件一輩子疼惜我的爸爸媽媽，突然我真的明白，什麽才叫作“無私”的愛。。。帶著滿臉干掉的眼淚，我又睡了回去，少了厚實的手掌拍拍我的背，我想我也必須學會如何獨自睡去了。。。

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如果你是真的很關心我的人，看了這片帖子后其實不用很擔心我，至少我還有這個管道抒發情緒，過幾天，那個活潑樂觀的慧云一定會再回來的。慧云加油。

=祝小婉生日快樂^^=

Copied from weiteng's bulletin board...

31 ways To Make A Girl Smile

1. Tell her she is beautiful

2. Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second.

like the feeling of right hand being held, like someone to stand on my right hand side and grab my hand naturally, I feel being needed very much^^

3. Hug her from behind

4. Leave her voice messages to wake up to.

5. Wrestle with her :)

6. don't go hang out with you ex when shes not with you, you might not relize how badly it hurts her.

7. If you re talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her....let her know she's yours and they aren't.

8. Write her notes or call her just to say "hi"

9. Introduce her to your friends . . . as your girlfriend.

10. Play with her hair.

11. Pick her up (she loves it)

12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't like it

13. Make her laugh

must be someone humorous I guess... Lame jokes also no problem, as long as I can laugh by just looking at him when he's telling the jokes...

14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.

although his arm will feel REALLY numb, its kinda sweet isn't it? especially when I am experiencing my period pain...

15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.

16. If you care about her, then TELL HER

17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal (she'll hug it every time she goes to sleep),jewelry (she'll treasure it forever), and one of his t-shirts(she'll most likely wear it to bed) or sweat shirts sprayed with his cologne!! and flowers or something occasionally.

18. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone.

19. Look her in the eyes and smile.

am immunocompromised to guys with cute smile, tend to be attracted by cute smiling guys rather than extremely good looking guys... smile makes everyone look like ANGEL~~

20. Hang out with her on weekends

21.Kiss her in the rain (girls love this)

22.Kiss her just for the heck of it

23. If you r listening to music, let her listen too.

24. Remember her birthday and get her something,even if its simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it means all the world to HER.

wondering which girl would not mind bf forgetting her birthday... Just have to show that you remember and you care, present is afterall not so important, frankly speaking.

25. when she gives you a present on your birthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don't (it'll make her happy.)

26. Always call her when you say you will, it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think you don't care so call even if you can only talk for a minute.Girls don't necessarily have to have hour long conversations every night but its nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick hello.

27.Give her wat she wants

28.Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.

29.dont hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she'll feel left out.

30.hang out with her whenever you are free and u should be free to hang wit your girl friend all the time

31.If u care about her...SHOW her!

action is really much important than simply give meaningless promises, don't you agree?

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If really I can get a guy like this, I must be really blessed lah, haha, hui4 zhe2 shou4 de...

but for me, I think only the bold ones are more practical... Don't expect too much, though its quite demanding too :p

Feedback to last post + going back to JB...

regarding to my last post, the letter for someone named "宇"......

Am kinda happy that few of my IMU friends read that and they believed that, and am quite surprised that science3 people also kena cheated, haha.

maybe kinda proud I guess... Don't know whether you guys have read 蔡智恒's short novel, 围巾, in the novel he put himself at a girl's position and wrote a story about the guy she loves, many people thought that the author is a girl and he's very proud of that also, now I think I know his feeling...

Afterall, thank you for reading the post and thank you again for feeling pity for me, it's actually not a true story, just felt sad after watching 蓝宇 and wrote the story, not going to write 2nd episode and so on, so no worries for me^^

By the way, this week I'm going back to JB, gotta try the night gown for my brother's wedding, quite excited lah, will put on the pic of me wearing the gown, haha.

GOtta go, love ya^^