24-03-2005

hello everyone … who always come over here and read my blog, I am back ~ well, just happened to finish my lecture eerlier than I expected, and the next lab will be at 2pm, since now it hasn’t yet 1pm, so simply sneaked into the e-lab …

well, for those whom I seldom or never called, but yet concerned me, I am fine. Seriously fine, since I have already got used to the life here, got used to wash my every single clothes on my own, got used to finish bathing within 10minutes, got used to wake myself up every morning … suddenly felt that I am really an adult now, not more the pampered yun-jie at home … should I be happy for that ?? I think I should …

The lectures are quite fine, as well as the lecturers here. It’s just I really still can’t get myself study if there’s no exams tomorrow but most of my batchmates always treat the library as their second home, I should get myself ready as well …

and the homeworks … normally those home exercises are quite simple for me ( not trying to say that I am damn clever, but if you take a look at the MATHEMATIC exercises given, you would know what I mean …), I just hate to do those chemistry, bioscience lab reports !!! They are not really difficult actually, if so I can always refer to my mentor’s report and see how can I modify them, it’s just … tedious ! Can you imagine a lab report of 8 pages, exclusive of 3 more graphs ?? well, maybe most of my batchmates have already got used to it during the college time, but to me, lab reports in FY = another copy of friend’s lab report !! and some more, our chemistry lab reports are just kind of ” fill in the blank” exercise isn’t it ?? Well, I must convince myself that what I am doing now is actually steps to the PROFESSIONALLISM ~~ haha, sort of ways to console myself right ?

and also … the life here … last time talked to yonghau on phone, for about 2 hours, and when we were about to hang up the phone, he told me,” yun-jie, did you realise that 50% of our conversations is all about your handsome, charming, fragrant seniors ?? ” haha, I admitted it. I will be so delighted whenever I mentioned them, though we are actually not really that close, compairing the relationships I had with Xuan, Hau, Taat … well, this is the only way to make myself happy, so give me a reason that I shouldn’t do that !

Mentioning of yonghau, that day after I hung up his phone, 10 minutes after he SMSed me, ” though we can’t see each other, but our conversations just let me feel that we have never aparted” ( “agak-agakly” tranlated from chinese ) … well, definitely I felt so glad and touched when he said so, but does that mean that besides him and kaixuan and weiteng, the others whom I seldom and never called, will feel that their relationship with me fade ? I don’t know, and of course I don’t want to. But what can I do ? You can’t expect me to call different person every night right ? so I just tried to sms some of them, like xiao lih, zhen hwee … just to let them know that yun-jie never forgot them, yun-jie never forgot science3, as everytiem I switched on my laptop, I would keep playing ” the lion sleeps tonight ” and made myself thought of those times, we practised, we argued, we got onto the stage, we got the third prize… all these memories will never fade, at least in my mind … but I think you all won’t forget it also right ? I genuinely think so, and hope so …

well … I think I have broken my own record, for using up so much time in the e-lab to type the blog … gotta stop here I think … or else those who can’t get a place to sit will stare at me … ok see you guys, good day, loves you all ~~~

11st March 2005

hehe … finally got time to come over the e-lab again …

such a long time right ? I didn’t come over here … well that night, I enjoyed my movie … but I didn’t enjoy the time … while watching the movie, for so many times I wanna simply grab the arm of the person beside me, because I felt a bit cold … but before I did that, I realised that ” he’s not kaixuan/ yingda/ yonghau / sam … ” hurmp … the one who sat besides me that day was actually my O.O., a nice guy too, but I just couldn’t do that …

I sms yonghau after the movie … ” the movie was nice but it would be better if those who accompanied me are you guys rather than my seniors … ” so sad, in Johor I definitely won’t have the chance to go out with them, and now I got freedom to run here and there already, but all my buddies are not with me …

suddenly felt so sad … and some more, I met a pervert security guard that mde me so scared, he simply followed me from outside until the floor I stayed !! it’s disgusting, I have never been so scared of someone, that might hurt me … that night when I called yonghau and told him about that, I still could feel myself trembling you know ? that’s … #$%^&*(&% …

anyway, except that, I felt very nice and comfortable about my uni life … there’s something I can be sure, that uni’s life will never replace my wonderful high school life, but definitely I hope that my uni life will always be that wonderful and colourful …

all the best to all my friends, esp my science3 buddies and sisters … gotta take care ya ~~ yun jie loves you all ~

*** Happy Birthday to Brother Chin Aik ^^ ***

well well...

哈哈，今天真的是在很趕時間的情況下把我的blog打完的。。。唉，今天從早上九點上課到下午四點沒有停過，真的是累到~~之前的那個post大概把昨晚發生在我身上的事通通交待完畢了，呵呵，感謝老天沒有讓我爸學會用電腦，否則啊我怎麽敢在這裡寫那麽多？？

很認真地想過我這樣是不是“變坏”了，居然在兩個大男人的房裏待到晚上11點才回家（不過還有另外一個女生啦，是他們的housemate）不過想一想，如果在新山我有機會到英達勇豪凱旋的家的話，我應該也會直接就跑到他們的房間躺在他們的床上……當然前提是不可能做什麽啊，哈哈~~所以說我只是以前沒有那個環境變坏而已，呵呵~~不過我一直很相信自己是潔身自愛的,這點連小梅都沒有懷疑過哦！

嗯，不說這個了。昨晚…收到一個朋友的訊息（我可以談心的朋友不多啦，不過還是決定保留姓名），心情完全被牽動了……到今天早上，雖然我的心情真的很好，可是想到他sms我的東西心情又在盪到谷底……有時候真的覺得自己是一個容易被別人的情緒所影響的人，尤其當這個人是我很在乎的一個人……一直很藍色，撥也撥不開，再這樣下去我會瘋掉啦…希望等一下去學長家囘email的時候心情可以變好一點……

唉，不說了…再説下去我身上的水分就要通通沖到眼睛去了…大家要幸福哦~~

hohoho...

just caught some time to come over the computer lab to check my mails and type my blog …

I just wanted to say I had a damn great time last night with my group members and my orientation officers. We went to have steamboat at Sri Petaling there ( sobs, it made me think of you guys …. steamboat at T.U.T.A.) about 16 of us went there by 4 cars ( but yucks, they drive really fast really cannot stand with it … ) after we had our dinner, laughters inclusive we went to one of our group members’ house, just went over there to chit-chat, but really felt so bad that her mother need to entertain us all the time, giving us sweets, puddings, chocolates ….

but what’s really excited is … I went to my seniors’ house !!! 2 of my seniors stay together and I just simply go over there at about 10pm ( my dad is gonna kill me if he knows that I went to guys’ house at such late time … ) I went there, drinking tea, listening music, some more they put kind of perfume in their room, so nice … never imagine guys’ room can be so clean and neat :p and also we looked at all those pictures we had taken during the orientation, kind of sweet memories I can say …

about 11:15pm, one of my senior escorted me back to my hostel, so nice … he just walked me home until I locked all my doors and lastly a sweet goodbye to me … *sweeeeeeet~~* anyway now I cant put the pictures now … maybe next time I can post some pic we took while we were having our steamboat …

gotta rush for my bioscience lab, see you guys ~